switching on your own electricity

to fly or not to fly

Attempts to unravel the labyrinthian dynamics of art’s propulsion according to the categories of the reasoning mind will never replace the mystery with an explanation. The phenomenon simply exists. According to Jung, ‘the bird is flown’ when we attempt to explain the mystery….Shaun McNiff

Art Making & the Shadows of Your Work….

the strange shadows over treetops sometime between dark & dawn (always a miracle)

little baby feet curled around themselves

that peculiar letting go just before sleep (knowing it’s already gone)

the distance felt in a room full of beloved friends, like a dream

looking in night windows; glow & mist & warmth

walking with hands in pockets, filled with treasures; pinecones, stones, feathers

opening a book to the perfect poem

a song flies you back to a time of converse sneakers & blue nail polish

cold hands find a warm teacup & the world is perfect

suddenly aware that you’re being & not doing (oh, that’s so rare & good)

In our night-time, there’s always the electricity switched on, we watch ourselves, we get it all in the head, really. You’ve got to lapse out before you can know what sensual reality is, lapse into unknowingness, & give up your volition. You’ve got to learn not-to-be before you can come into being…..D.H. Lawrence

there can be no doubt when you tiptoe through your own life gently…

simple silence of you & me connecting

reveling in calm

empty space…..like the silence of the heart…..beckons a widening gesture….a noble courage……

It is true of every art that you cannot acquire what you have not felt…..Gustie Herrigel

this is the soundless space of art…where we feed our intention…stepping out of our own way….

The secret of artistic creation & is to be found in a return to the state of ‘participation mystique’….to that level of experience at which it is man who lives, & not the indivdual, & at which the weal or woe of the single human being does not count, but only human existence….Carl Jung

running free….draw strenth from the collective…tearing your bones away from your soul’s edge….shhh….be in the silence & urge a new color palette to emerge….be with that other you awhile…. 

I pass

by day

and night

no one has seen me

If you ever

want to find

me

and know me

leave behind

yourself

and enter

the caves of other

people

there you

will find

me

who is

yourself

…Vincent Ferrini

wild reaches of unconscious immensity…

meditations on man, meditations on nature

The daimonic consciousness does not ‘develop.’ It is an innate sensitivity that we can exercise & condition like our bodies. It is something given to us at birth, our nature, the marrow of soul, & its absence is like a state of soul loss or a fall from grace. This loss, the lost soul, is an essential aspect of the creation cycle. It is always moving; it is creation itself……Shaun McNiff…..Art As Medicine

Don’t forget about those other sources of inspiration….the abstract, the little nudges, the nuance of light in the afternoon window, the whispers, the old wild ones…

We come to this like wanderers…loosely bidden…

The Wanderer seeks the hidden, the mysterious, the wild. She knows the changes she goes through while searching are as important as finding what she seeks. She is not in a hurry. Wandering is as valuable as anything else she might do. She shall wander through both psyche & nature until she can no longer tell them apart….meandering….Bill Plotkin…Soulcraft

through the studio door

painted pages & devilish joy...

 
There is this suspect & guilty feeling in the studio which floats in when all is exciting, moving & raw…..I revel in it…
 
Every new & good thing is liable to seem eccentric, really irrelevant to life. And therefore we must always listen to the voice of eccentricity, within ourselves & in the world. The alien, the dangerous, like the negligible near thing, may seem irrelevant to purpose & yet be the call to our oun fruitful development. We must expect to live the orderly ways we have invented continually conscious of the imminence of change…….
Brewster Ghiselin….The Creative Process
 
Keep it real, unpolished, working, moveable, fledgling, deep in transition….
 
In making art, some artists have learned how to work on the things that really matter to them. It means following your heart. Having a working mastery of the creative process is truly essential to virtually all artmaking. This means creating a life in which working on your art becomes a natural part of your everyday life. Art is not made by a special breed of people, but by ordinary people who dedicate their lives to their own special work. If you are productive, your creativity will take care of itself……..
Ted Orland….The View from the Studio Door
 

I create, I am, I forget who I am….I create….

faded moments, the ones that got away…
 
Creative people find it hard to do the thing that in the abstract sounds relatively easy to do: create & keep creating. What is at the core of the problem?
Picture an egg . If you want to crack an egg because you are baking a cake, you whack it on the side of your bowl, it breaks, & you drop it into the bowl. There’s nothing simpler. But if you are not baking a cake, an egg’s shell feels remarkably formidable. There is something scary about cracking an egg for no good reason, something that makes us squeamish, something that feels like a violation of the egg. Trying to crack an egg for no good reason elicits the same sort of feeling that chalk scratching on a blackboard does. It is a physical reaction, rooted in some primitive fear or anxiety.
Creating each day requires that we crack thorugh a shell of resistance, a shell that frightens us to crack…except when we are really working on something. Then it doesn’t scare us at all & we experience no negativity.
What exactly is this resistance that needs cracking each day? It arises both
from the primitive part of our being, where we fear shadows, & from the sophisticated part of our being, where we understand too much about difficulty & failure…
When the appointed time arrives to create, get out an egg & a bowl, crack the egg, drop it….then begin working. The practice of cracking an egg grabs your mind’s attention & pulls it away from its customary harangue about whether or not you really mean to work. There’s no story attached to it. You begin to see how absurd it is not to break through……..Eric Maisel
 
I have a lot of empty egg cartons…..I make art out of them….
 
Remember…..eggs roll away…..

art & destiny & presence

as natural as breathing...

Expression strikes below the barriers that separate human beings from one another.  Art is the extension of the power of rites & ceremonies to unite men, through a shared celebration, to all incidents & scenes of life. Art also renders men aware of their union with one another in origin & destiny…..John Dewey

Every time I begin working in the studio, I know it is good. I know it is worthwhile. I know it is as natural as breathing.

 I did not copy this light. I was simply bathed by it. One cannot oppose nature. The artist is the instrument of nature. Let it be understood above all that the artist works by necessity. One must have constantly before one’s eyes the very presence of life……Picasso

It’s a gift to be ordinary…. In the end, we follow our underlying nature…

 

a fairy-tale life…

the glow of a fairy-tale nook....

There is nothing quite like the land of make-believe….

nothing else can make the day a little more magical…all things winged…

maybe a little dream time in a beauteous garden…

I could believe in a dream like this…..a fairy tale house? oh yes…

DailyGood: Man Builds Fairy Tale Home for $4700, by Heidi Stevenson.

winged fairies remind me to open to possibility, to stay fresh…

wandering & wondering…..

if you believe, the fairies will swoop in…

…….I don’t want to live a small life…….

I don’t want to live a small life. Open your eyes,

open your hands. I have just come

from the berry fields, the sun

kissing me with its golden mouth all the way

(open your hands) & the wind-winged clouds

following along thinking perhaps I might

feed them, but no I carry these heart-shapes

only to you. Look how many how small

but so sweet & maybe the last gift

I will ever bring to anyone in this

world of hope & risk, so do.

Look at me. Open your life, open your hands.

Mary Oliver

forgetting who I am to become….

the muse is out....

Awake, my dear

Be kind to your sleeping heart

Take it out into the vast fields of Light

And let it breathe…..Hafiz

There is a kind expectation in the studio when I am excited…when I am playing rather than making….it is ‘blissness‘ with the children….it is pure discovery…..
listen well…

If you want to build a ship, don’t drum up people to collect wood and don’t assign them tasks and work, but rather teach them to long for the endless immensity of the sea…… Antoine De Saint Exupery

It is a time to dance…..singe your wild heart….so freaky cool…..let it go…

Just remember to get back home, back to the studio, back to your heart…

Where thou art, that is Home….Emily Dickinson

making it up as we go along…

making it up as we go along...

From ‘Children’s Letters to God’…

Dear God…It is great the way you always get the stars in the right places….Jeff

making it up as we go along assures authenticity...

And drinking champagne while art journaling allows for the sweetest of bubbles…

There are hundreds of ways to kneel & kiss the ground….Rumi

I am mesmerized by my own ruthlessness of my own sensibilities at times….a sheer stubborness to nib away at the pencil…to gnaw on the discomfort of scratching away at a white page…it is beyond me…..thank God…

In the creative state, a man is taken out of himself. He lets down as it were a bucket into his subconscious, &  draws up something which is normally beyond his reach. He mixes this thing with his normal experience & out of the mixture he makes his work of art…E. M. Forster

We seem to always be scuffling along….moving along I suppose….

the littles & a great mud puddle…

purity amidst a muddy life...

all sing along now….laugh & splash in your own muddy life…

I am fascinated by the children in my life…..how much they teach me…

Children, like animals, use all their senses to discover the world. Then artists come along & discover it the same way all over…..Eudora Welty

Spending time in the studio with my little people is one of my greatest joys….their excitement is palpable…then I see everything in a new light….

My muddy places are infused with new life, purpose, & beauty….

I am reminded of my own unique imagination…

Children do not forsake that part of themselves where our deepest joy lives; the part that’s invisible but very strong, like electricity or love….they understand their own uniqueness….how no one sees things in exactly the same way they do & so their art is never the same as anyone else’s….and why that is good….they are close to their creativity, best friends with their Muses, familiar with the power of imagination & playing in the imaginary…..they are the wise ones….Jan Phillips

share a box of crayons with a child…..