
Crossing a field in darkness
we slid into like
delicious swimming
feeling our way without eyes
sifting strands of dark
like falling butterflies
we found a hedge alight
with fireflies
drops of light
like crazy raindrops
skittering
in all directions.
We wanted to see those
dancers of light, imagined them
white-winged,
holding their lanterns high,
plunged or fists into thorns
captured worms.
That light have been the moment
I lost you,
encountered
a dual world
knew myself
separate from the sun.
I began the journey back
to find you, toiling upstream
on rivers of light
in my rowing-boat-body
didn’t notice the rivers
were your veins
your arteries
sun rising and setting
blink of your eye.
~Jeni Couzyn
I can’t tell you how to see your world……I can invite you to see your world…..
inquiry for today~ check in…..just this……check in……how are you?
What is attitude anyway? Attitude is the climate of our lives. A fish doesn’t know what water is because it sees and experiences everything through the medium of water. Like a fish in water, we swim in the medium of our attitudes.
Or maybe attitude is character: WE are this or that sort of person. We are kind, generous, animated, quiet, fearful, grouchy, stingy, nice, not very nice, relaxed, anxious. We think life is good, people are good. Or we think life is a struggle and people are not to be trusted. And so on. Few of us have the time or capacity for deep self-reflection, and even if we did, the more we looked, the more confused we’d get. It’s hard to see ourselves accurately. Our attitudes distort the picture.
The perfection of generosity confronts and softens our basic attitudes. To practice it is to appreciate the natural abundance of being, the inherent generosity of time and space, and the ongoing unfolding of life. These are exquisite gifts. Life itself is generous. Life is always making more life. Life is abundant and expansive, never stingy or small-minded. It keeps on going, bubbling up and expanding wherever it has a chance.
The practice of the perfection of generosity eventually effects a basic attitude shift toward the recognition that we are living creatures who share in life’s great abundance, freedom, and energy. So we always have possibilities. We always find a way, no matter how or what, to further our life. We just have to figure out how to stop getting in our own way. This is where the intentional practice of the perfection of generosity helps.
~Norman Fischer