an intimate wish to coalesce with an ideal

1-Pics for Blog Edits79

An ongoing practice recognizes that there is a transcendent mystery beyond the techniques that a practice employs. Awakening is not the end result of a systematized process. Reawakening love and intimacy for one’s self and beyond requires practice. This is not because love is something far away from us but because we forget. We forget that intimacy is near. We forget how to relax with others. We forget we are whole. Realization is a kind of remembering rather than an achievement or virtuosic accomplishment. Practice awakens the dormant and often invisible interiors of mind, body, and heart in order to establish a more tender, responsive, creative and active self…..Michael Stone

we want to run into the tender arms of love’s all-knowing ways……yet, we stumble, argue and deny……what is most revealing about the inner fire and its complacent sister, doubt, is the indivisible reconciliation of effort and letting go…..may we learn the practical nature of love…..

I am blind and do not see the things of this world; but when the Light comes from Above, it enlightens my heart and I can see, for the Eye of my heart sees everything. The heart is a sanctuary at the center of which there is a little space, wherein the Great Spirit dwells, and this is the Eye. This is the Eye of the Great Spirit by which He sees all things and through which we see Him. If the heart is not pure, the Great Spirit cannot be seen, and if you should die in this ignorance, your soul cannot return immediately to the Great Spirit, but it must be purified by wandering about in the world. In order to know the center of the heart where the Great Spirit dwells you must be pure and good, and live in the manner that the Great Spirit has taught us. The man who is thus pure contains the Universe in the pocket of his heart……Black Elk

peaceful vibes of coalescence…..

I sense that there is something very special about the transformed qualities of faith, love, and hope. This is very hard to describe, and my attempts always feel shabby, but I must try. In their truly contemplative and transformed state, faith, hope, and love are tied to no particular ends; they have no object. Contemplative faith is not faith that God exists, that life is essentially good, or that this or that is true. All such things are beliefs, not faith. Faith is, instead, a way of being, completely open, empty, as St. John of the Cross would say, of all specifics. Contemplative faith is more like a continual fire of goodness, warming and illuminating every breath. Contemplative love is completely beyond comprehension. It is not love of some things to the exclusion of others, for that would be attachment. True love is like some infinite way of being that we become part of: a flowing energy of willingness, an eternal yes resounding with every heartbeat. And contemplative hope, the transformed hope, is also completely open and free. It is not hope for peace or justice or healing; that also would be attachment. It is just hope, naked hope, a bare energy of open expectancy…..Gerald May

4 thoughts on “an intimate wish to coalesce with an ideal

  1. From the point of Love within the Heart of God, Let love stream forth into the hearts of men … Black Elk Speaks by John Neihardt is one of the most powerful stories I have ever read, here was a man who made every effort to understand the people who where slowly overwhelming his world, who was given every reason to shed his faith and instead, at every turn, his faith stood the test. Before he died, in a prayer that Neihardt witnessed, high on a sacred peak, as Black Elk cried out to Great Spirit a single coud formed, thunder answered his prayer, and they wept. It is as if those tears were the precious gift of his lifetime of faith… His wandering could end …

    • …. a lifetime of becoming….a living definition of faith….I wonder how we can learn to be a little more present with our own journey….where tenderness and deep knowing may reign over fear and doubt……blessings to you on your becoming journey g.f.s…..

  2. I have a lot of faith, but doubt as well. I recall reading that the opposite of faith isn’t doubt, but rather certainty. Certainty is missing the point entirely. Faith includes noticing the mess, the emptiness and discomfort, and letting it be there until some light returns. It is opening (with eyes both open and shut) to the imperfection that is love, and loving (wastefully) anyway. ~ Ever, Bobbie

    • oh, you tied this with a sweet, finely-ribboned, silk bow….to be with what is…..no small task….no small utterance of faith and all that is in-between….love the honesty of this raw knowing…..ode to the unutterable flailings of our small, fierce hearts Bobbie….

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s