oh, I forgot again

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All life is lived in the shadow of its own finitude, of which we are always aware — an awareness we systematically blunt through the daily distraction of living. But when this finitude is made acutely imminent, one suddenly collides with awareness so acute that it leaves no choice but to fill the shadow with as much light as a human being can generate — the sort of inner illumination we call meaning: the meaning of life. Everyone succumbs to finitude. I suspect I am not the only one who reaches this pluperfect state. Most ambitions are either achieved or abandoned; either way, they belong to the past. The future, instead of the ladder toward the goals of life, flattens out into a perpetual present. Money, status, all the vanities the preacher of Ecclesiastes described hold so little interest: a chasing after wind, indeed.  ~Paul Kalanithi

can’t find it here or there……the search becomes frantic……it was right here all along……we leave so much of us along the way….simply by forgetting….

Einstein said there are only two ways to live your life
One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other is as though everything is a miracle.

I get into trouble in my life
When I fail to treat my time as precious.
When I succumb to tasks, crisis, disputes, social obligations
Doing things not unique, not interesting, not the product of thought.
Reacting to the ups and downs, tossed to and fro
By this and that, very little of which is significant.
Trying to get lots done
Rather than unique work of quality and beauty
Which takes focus. And re-work.

My life has a flow, my work power
When I create my life, rather than react to it
Live my own rhythm.
Work to manifest my beauty
Which starts with downtime,
Starts with building inner momentum, inner power.

Beware, I say, of
Tranquilization by the long term insignificant
By the trivial.
– Roderick MacIver

can we care a little deeper?

This is the first, wildest, and wisest thing I know,

that the soul exists

and that it is built entirely out of attentiveness.

~Mary Oliver

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